Uninspired

I wish that I could see where the road of life is heading for me. I am just suppressing my true feelings just to take it a day at a time. Like many before me, I feel like a fake.

But how can you not have a part of you that is fake when it is what you need to be in order to sustain your livelihood.

Job satisfaction is hard to come by. Trust me as I had been in the best fit and is now finding myself in “the grind”. It has became just a job.

I live each day coping and hoping that I will see better days. But of course, compared to many, it seemed to be a good life that I should not be complaining about.

I just want things to get better and sometimes it is too much to ask.

How can we ever get clarity on life when all the energy we have is spent on what is right in front of us?

Is this all there is to life?

Where do I begin again?